let you know :'(

aq sedih sgt

napa hg jdie cmtu ?

hg la fes besties aq yg maki aq cmtu skali

besaq sgt ka salah aq kt hg ?

salah ka apa yg aq ckp ?

hg ckp hg tak kesah pun kat dia

nd bla aq ckp

hg tyah taw la psai pa . unx bkn kesah pon

unx mrah aq , slh kaa ? aq rsa aq ckp bnda yg btol

now , unx mnx maaf kat aq

unx ckp unx kisah pulak kt dia

unx ingt aq tda prsaan kaa ?

tmpt lepas grm unx ka aq ni ?

aq kenai hg , aq know u very well

unx senng emo kan

klu time hg emo memg emo hbis

tapi motif kami nk mlwk gn hg

hg jgn tke sityes sgt

tkan hg bru nk knai gn kami kot

“You cannot control what happens to you, but you can control your attitude toward what happens to you, and in that, you will be mastering change rather than allowing it to master you.”

slma ni sorii ar

aq taw suka ska paku unx

suka tampaq lengan unx

siyesli , it wasn't under my control

unx pon taw kan

mata aq senng sngt nk beqaiq

tpi , napa unx wt cmni

satu geng kita dh wat

luah prsaan

tak puas hti ktnaa

unx pon dh dgq kan

ap org komen kt hg

aceli aq nk komen bnda yg sma kat hg

tpi aq mls nk ulg bnyk kali

bila hg ckp

"aku dh agk depa nk komen kat aq psai tu"

aku senyum ja

klu hg dh agk

knapa hg tak brubah

at least brubah la demi dri unx sndri klu tkmaw brubah dmi kami pon

plus hg pulak bnyk gela chemistry dgn aq

aq tapenah jmp besties yg smpai teqa ni

wlaupun kekdg mnyampah asek wat benda yg sma gn hg

but i was enjoyed it overall

love doing together with you :)

aq taw skrg hg mken cantik

rmai org nk kt hg lpas prubahan kat diri hg tu

tpi tlg control skit

dh ad org kata kt hg

hg nk menunjuk

aq taw tu bkn motif unx

depa slh phamm tu

okayy , aq slalu backing hg kt dia

tapi smpai bilaa aq asyik nk backing hg if hg tak brubah pon

sedih kot aq dia kata hg centu

aq syg hg

aq tkmaw dgq cita tak elok psai hg

hg tlg la pham aq

tlg la brubah demi maruahh kita as girl ni

jgn smpai nnti hg kena balek ja

jgn smpai nnti unx menyesaii

ni aq updte pon hidung aq mula berair blek

smpai hati unx

aq tkleh nk maafkan hg lgi wt msa ni

its may take time

like i said to [anak pak ya]

but he's gve me some advce to forgive her b4 she ask for forgvnees once again

*BI beteqabokk

HE HAD SUCH A QUIET EYES

unx pon pham kan mksd trsirat nd tsurat dkt poem tu

*aku tak hrap pun hg bca post ni , if bca pung unx bkn kesah pon kan

entah knapa aq sedih sgt lepas apa yg hg buad tu

adios , assalam :')

The walls we build around us to keep sadness out also keeps out the joy.